What if I told you I loved him?

What if I told you I loved him? What if I told you that my heart was torn in two? That I could be in love with both of you. That my chest aches in anticipation of seeing his face. That my heart swells in your embrace. How could I not own that I love you both? I love you differently but fully. I don’t expect you to understand. That would be too much for me to ask of you. But then again… this is all too much, isn’t it? You didn’t ask for this and neither did I. All I’ve ever wanted was to love and be loved, and now I have more than I bargained for. I never wanted this for us, I never wanted this for you. Consider this my goodbye, I have to let it all go. Too much has been lost, so much has been sacrificed and too many hearts have been hurt. So farewell my love and may you love and be loved again, but this time in a way that doesn’t hurt.